I'll call the clinic today to make my surgery more urgent. My life is so very miserable at the moment. I don't get enough sleep due to my hip pain. My walking is more like hobbling and everything hurts because of the malposition of all bodyparts. I think about using my crooks which are lieing around in my home from last years surgery. I could cry all day.
While I walked the short distance from the parking lot to my office this morning I thought about my non-existant health and my financial situation. If I could choose between being healthy and having no debts anymore, as sad as it is, I would choose the debtless state over my health. How dumb is that? Huh?
I'm ashamed that I'm such a materialistic bitch. Maybe I'm not ill enough and I don't value my body at all.
8:08 am - July 30, 2015
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