My 4th day without food. I'm wondering myself how I managed that. I want to make it at least through today and the whole Friday. I don't think that I have enough willpower left to make it through another weekend at home with all my food in the fridge and the kitchen cabinets. But I will try for Saturday.
Went to the gym yesterday too. I'm not really fit but I do some basics, nothing intensive. I'll go today too. Haven't seen afg in 4 weeks. Maybe he moved away. Whatever.
This morning there was this lumberman. He caught me twice now on that forrest lane sleeping in my car. It's not a forbidden thing as long as I'm not doing any camping, like putting up a tent or camping gear outside or making fire. He spoke to me and is wondering if I don't have a home. He doesn't believe me when I tell him that I do have a home, he said he saw me so often already out there. Well, I don't really care. He's a nice redneck-y, older man. He has his living rules and sleeping in a car doesn't fit into his scheme. Most people have this.
I love to sleep outside! It would be even nicer if it would be straight under the stars in desolate areas but as I need to go to work in the mornings there is no chance to get to those places out in the forrests/mountains. If I would sleep at friends or b&b I would sleep even more bad and I don't want to annoy any friends or spend money on this when I'm just doing fine in my car. It's only 2 or max 3 nights/week. My friends still offer to sleep at their home, but I don't want. I like my peace and stay independant. I shower at the gym, get my coffee at work, that's all I need besides sleep which is still bad due to not taking pain meds.
It's very hot here in Munich. Around 35°C (95°F).
I miss home.
7:50 am - July 02, 2015
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