Feeling not very good. Besides my long-lasting tiredness of too less sleep, I'm feeling sick in waves. Sometimes it's that worse that I'm ready to run to the toilet to puke. Then after 10 min it gets better and I feel nearly good. Very strange.
I'll go to the gym after work. I'm looking forward as I need a new view. I'm so tired of being at work and my colleagues. Or tired of renovating. And I hunger for working out. I miss my sports so much. I envy each and everyone who's cycling, running or doing any other sports I can't do anymore. That sucks SO MUCH! I would so love to do triathlon again. Spoke with a triathlon friend on Tuesday. She had no other theme then her training and the upcoming Ironman race in Klagenfurt. I don't envy her for the race but I envy her for being in such a great shape.
I'm still so very horny. It doesn't go away. I'm pretty embarrassed about that fact. Haven't had such feelings for years. Don't know why it appears. Maybe it's the Vitamin D, which I take for a few weeks now to encrease my calcium-blood-values which are always horrendous low. My last blood values were very bad concerning calcium. The doc said Vitamin D was a good idea as I don't lack in calcium intake. But I never heard of such side effects from Vitamin D. It says weakness and tiredness, headaches, sickness, vomiting, loss of appetite, great thirst, cardiac dysrhythmia. I do have those effects from time to time but they all appeared too before I took the Vitamin D. It's from the thyroid-meds. Sometimes I think I'm overdosed which results in hyperthyroidism. But my last blood values showed no overdose. I'm at a loss for the reasons of my illnesses and for my horny-ness.
Yesterday I decided to get laid and have excessive sex with various men, no matter what. To dress up and go to somewhere where willing men can be easily picked up. Sex club or so. I decided to go shopping for sexy outfits and makeup. But I never came that far because of my sickness. I just bought some mascara and nail polish and then, well, then nothing.
Thank God!
Right now I could mount the next halfway decent man and rape him. I have myself in control - for now. But if it gets worse, I don't know what to do. Maybe lust-killer-pills would be nice.
12:33 pm - May 07, 2015
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