My sister died last Monday at 8.30pm.
Even if you have time to adjust to the fact that someone will die soon, you'll never come around the fact that they really do and you will feel the loss so deeply no matter how much time you had to adjust.
I'm so very sad. I even can't attend the funeral as I'll be in the hospital.
Tomorrow's the day of the hip surgery. I'll have to be there at 7.15am. I wish I wouldn't wake up afterwards. I don't want to live. Everything's a fight. I don't want to fight anymore.
Nothing new on the loan-front for the apartment. I tried two other options. No news.
8:42 am - August 13, 2014
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