I really am A HERO!
I got up this morning at 5 and went swimming before work. That was hard. I don't understand how people manage to do that several times a week. If I manage get up that early once in 2 or 3 months I'm happy at the moment. There were times when I could do that too, but those have vanished into thin air. I really am too old for this.
I have another dentist appointment after work. The 3rd crown has to be replaced. This day is not going to be a good day.
I read an entry of Mr. secret-motel today. He wrote that he acted like he was excited about something. That's exactly how I'm living my life. I'm acting about everything, especially about being excited and happy. My interactions in life and especially with people are one big fake.
I'm not happy/excited! Ever! It seems like a lifetime ago since I was really happy. Maybe like 12 or 15 years ago.
Sad.
Very sad.
9:12 am - November 25, 2013
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