Had a wonderful weekend in the mountains. It was calm and warm and so very beautiful. I went by train with my bike and then cycled up to the Karwendel 25km south of the train station. Stayed in the mountains from Friday afternoon until Sunday noon and slept under the stars in the middle of nowhere. I met noone on my tour. It was a lonely trip but I liked it nevertheless. A lot better than any other route would have been where crowds of people woould have hiked through. I was astonished about the emptiness, as the Karwendel is famous for its beauty, the mountains and hiking adventures. Well, it's a huge alpine section. So a lot of places to go there. Weather was beautiful as well. Maybe I'll go again in 2 weeks when the weather will stay fine and if I won't take part in the race.
The achilles tendon is still not ok and it hurt a bit while hiking up the mountains. But it's getting better each week.
I had my MRT last Monday. There's some liquid in the right hip joint, which indicates somehow on an inflamnation. We only need to find out what's the cause of it.
I also had a late breakfast with PT after the MRT, which was nice. Afterwards I wrote 2 texts on which he answered kind of rude and blah. So the consequence is that I quit any connections with PT today. I can't stand anything anymore with him. He has hurt me one time too much. So I wrote him an email that I don't want him in my life anymore. I already deleted my account on google and all his numbers and emails/chats in my phone. He hasn't answered yet and I don't count with one, tho.
I decided to do triathlon for one more year.
I wrote an email to Christoph the other Personal Trainer I used to train with 2 years ago and asked him if he would train me again. I'm sure he will as I'm a client which means money coming in. So, my training schedules will be made by him from October on.
I cried a lot this morning and afternoon. It's kind of embarassing as I'm at work, but I lied to them as I said that I feel ill and that I have a light cold as a reason for my red and watery eyes. I'm so sad that I forced myself to loose a friend. I'm still not sure if this is the right decision. But he had so many chances and he pushed me away and hurt me so often. I know I should forgive endlessly. But am I able to be hurt endlessly and survive?
2:44 pm - August 22, 2012
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