Grey days with rain all day. Not nice to cycle at the moment. I hate wearing rain gear as it makes me sweat so much.
Still with headaches.
A lot to do at work at the moment, so I'm not that bored as regularly.
Still addicted to "words with friends" on my Android. Want to play with me? Would be cool.
Went to the gym yesterday. It was kind of nice to be there again, as I haven't been there for at least more than 1 week ;) I like it to do my workout and watch the people around me. Some guys are pretty cute and have very nice bodies. I guess I'm kind of a voyeur then, or? But I enjoy doing sports there as I have to train alone all the other time, so I don't feel that much alone.
Another collegue is pregnant. She'll leave in November, I think. 2nd collgue this year.
I'm kind of envying them. I still want a baby, even if one should think, that I'm too old for this. Biologically I would be able to become pregnant. I think to myself, that I'm made this way and that there has to be a reason to be able to become pregnant in your late 40s. Otherwise God would haven't made it possible to become a baby this late in age, or? But I'm still lacking the matching man. I think a lot about that lately and I'm not getting less picky - in contrary. I want a MAN, not a man. No whimps, no smalls, no dumb-douchebag. I want one who can protect me and give me security with a nice smile, humour and pretty bright brains. Those are so rare especially among Jehovas Witnesses. There are so many good men, but no MAN until now. There's this guy at our congregation, whom I like a lot. His name is Klaus. If I would be more open to him, I'm pretty sure that he would not mind to get closer. But I don't want him. He's nice, not more.
I'm starving. 1h to go until lunch. Haven't had anything but coffee until now. Not that healthy, I know.
My next race is scheduled on 21st of July. In 5 weeks. It's the german masters. I hope the weather will be "nice" for my taste again. It's going to be the peak of my racing season with hopefully my peak performance there.
10:30 am - June 13, 2012
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