Thought about my different lifes I live.
There are several.
One life I live is life at work, which I hate. It's the compulsion that I don't like to be somewhere each day at a certain time and to do things I don't like to do only for making enough money for a living.
Another life is my sports. I love this life - most times. I like working out, feel my muscles, get to know my limits and especially I love that feeling after training with being satisfied and worn out and being deadly tired. What I don't like is my ambition of getting better plus I don't like the hurt of my muscles or strains sometimes I have the next days.
Third life is my religious life. I love this life as well, but I don't really appreciate to be together with people. I really like what this is giving me spiritually and how it affects my every-day-life in how I behave and react on different situation and people. It makes me grow and hopefully help to get a better human being and the best part is it gives me hope and love.
Then there is my life outdoors, when I go hiking etc. That's where feel the most alive and joyful and satisfied and the most sad at the same time. That's where my true life would be if I could choose. I think I can easily life my spiritual/religious life with the outdoors together. I wouldn't need much or any people.
Another life is my life at home. There I eat, sleep, think, read, cry. That's more or less the most boring life. It's where I live out the addictions I have, like eating sweets, watching (action) movies, where I give in into my emotions and cravings I have during the day. I'm sometimes ashamed of myself and the cravings. The urge to own things like books, cells, better bikes, other new electronic devices, etc. Things you really don't need to be happy. I hate this the most that I'm that influenced by advertising and other people out in the world.
The most hidden life is my fantasy.
I won't tell anything about that.
It only belongs to me.
9:32 am - May 11, 2012
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