Last days before the race in Graz.
I'm excited.
I really hope that it's going to be fun.
Weather is going to get warm to very warm.
They even say thunderstorms for Sunday.
Not the weather I was hoping for especially not for the running day.
I can't bare warm/hot humid weather and perform my best.
Is anybody out there who wnats to stay with me in Graz for the next weekend?
I have a double-bed-room.
So there's one bed redundant.
There is always this VERY HUGE longing inside me.
It makes me cringe inside until I'm all cramped up and leaves me whining and and hurts a lot.
But I don't let anybody know.
I still have so very strange dreams and still a lot of sexually based dreams.
Makes me feel cut off from normal life.
I'm endlessly tired. I need days off where there's nothing to do but sleeping.
I do a lot of sleeping on the weekends. I just do the things which are essential and I lay in bed the rest of the time. It seems not enough rest for me. I guess I spent at least 6 additional hours in bed during the day yesterday and today I feel even more tired.
My Sunday:
Woke up, had breakfast, went to congregation at 10am, came back at noon and went to bed until 4pm, got up, got something to eat and went back to bed, got up for my track running session at 7pm, came back at around 8.30pm, ate a bit and read a bit and went back to bed. One should think that this is enough rest for the whole week, or?
10:02 am - April 23, 2012
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