Mammography went well and ultasound as well. Nothing spotted. But the assistants were very rude. They were pretty impolite and insensitive and very brutal with my boobs. Maybe they just wanted to get ready with me to go knock off work as I was the last patient for them.
I thought a lot about being diagnosed with cancer. It wouldn't be a big surprise to me and I'm almost sure that I will be diagnosed with some kind of cancer eventually. It's just a question of what kind and when Nearly all of my family died of it.
We all have to die sooner or later. We mostly don't think about it.
Should we?
It is so very terrible to loose people and it is terrible as noone wants to die. Mankind is made for eternity and that's why we don't want to die. I deeply believe that one day everyone who ever lived will be back again and get that second chance. I'm curious to see how the world will be afterwards.
And there isn't a hell and a purgatory. That's a fact. The bible doesn't mention a hell or purgatory once!
It is hell-like on earth right now. There's so much crime, murder, rape, abuse, torture, wars, hunger, terroism, disease, natural disasters...
I'm still at home. Yesterday I went to the doctor to get the yellow certificate. I have to get back to work tomorrow. I'm feeling better today and went for a little swim at noon in an open air pool. Sun is out today and storm is quiet now. It was nice to swim in the sun and the water was enjoyable warm.
Storm will come back tomorrow with a lot more rain which will last all weekend.
Right now I can watch another overly romantic sundown from my window.
I'm finished with all my books and ordered anotherone yesterday. (Sternenschimmer by Kim Winter only available in german) I hope it'll arrive today. Postman with packages always comes in the late afternoon.
Sold the hunger games trilogy back to amazon, so I'll get a gift certificate for those books.
3:41 pm - December 08, 2011
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