Almost done with the 3rd book of the hunger games trilogy. I didn't like the development of the story that much as it is getting more and more into a big war/soldier story with massive weapons and killing people. I don't like this kind of story but I want to know how it ends. I feel a lot with Katliss as she has some similar thoughts of being not a good person, as I have and people do say the opposite.
Bought another book at the book store. "A long, long sleep" by Anna Sheehan. I guess I'll have it read until tomorrow as well. I'm a pretty fast reader. Sometimes not good as good books are finished too soon.
I'm still at home with migraine. I'll take some pain killers to make it bearable.
Haven't done any sports yesterday. I guess I'll do a bit of running today. Maybe in the late afternoon or in the evening.
It's still stormy and very rainy outside. Sometimes some snowflakes within the rain. I love the storm. Storm always suits my feelings. Going wild, whirling around and destroying things, bringing fresh and new scents into the world and go quickly from one place to the other and dont't stay a second anywhere. That's how I would like to be as well.
I'm still asking myself over and over what is wrong with me. I'm still so very anti-social. Don't want to talk, don't want to see anyone but don't feel good about it at all. What is it in my brain that makes me feel grey and black all the time.
Today's the day of the mammography. I don't look forward to get my boobs squeeshed like a baloon. It's going to hurt. I'm good in hiding and bearing pain when people are around. But I suffer a lot when I'm alone. I'm a whimp!
I miss my dog. Still, after 3 years.
10:05 am - December 06, 2011
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