The psychologist sucked ass. He was in some kind of hurry and havn't had much time for me and my problems. I had the impression that he doesn't gave a shit about what I said and has made his diagnose after 1 minute without listening afterwards. I was in his room for 5-10 minutes or so. The only thing I came out with was a prescription for high dose st john's worth and the phrase that he has no time for another depressive patient and that I need to search for another psychotherapist. I'm pretty sad and angry.
PT called again yesterday and I didn't answer again. He spoke on the answering machine. It's all about my training schedule and the plans for the coming season. I don't care for the coming season nor for my training schedule. I just do, what he writes into the schedule it doesn't matter to me what I have to do.
I complained at yesterdays meeting with my collegues about the lack of collegueship concerning the card and present for the collegues baby girl. They didn't apologize just wondering why the card didn't came to me... blah...
As I'm a Jehovas Witness I'm excluded (on my own wish) in most events or (holi)days (birthdays, christmas, easter, haloween, carnival, etc.) as I don't take part in any actions resulting out of those days with heathen origin. But they don't even speak with me or ask what is ok for me or not. They don't even search for solutions to come together with tolerable alternations or are even interested in it. That makes me very sad.
I think of myself as a good collegue. I ALWAYS help when I'm asked, I do my work and normally don't need anyone for help, I'm always friendly or at least I'm not acting grumpy with them. I also give them the obligatory cake or something similar once or twice a year others give normally on their birthdays, but I just declare them as moving-cake or going-into-vacation-cake or coming-back-from-vacation-cake etc. Don't I deserve collegueship and tolerance as I give to them?
Dear Mrs Acorn. Thank you very much for the recipe! I'll try it next week after my weekend in the mountains. I love red lentils. Astonishing that the fritters don't get crumbly without any gluey material like eggs. But I'll try and I will post about my experiences and a pic on twitter.
I'm looking forward to my super-long coming weekend. Only today and tomorrow at work and then 5 days off. Can't wait to get out into the mountains again. Forcast says wonderful weather.
10:35 am - October 26, 2011
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