My depressions are getting worse again lately. Today I've got the appointment with the psychologist. I really hope that he can help.
Spoke to my doctor a few minutes ago and she said that I have to increase the amount of my medications concerning the thyroid.
Not feeling very good at all. I look like a zombie with dark rings under my eyes as I don't sleep very well and I have crazy dreams. No killing involved until now. I'm thankful.
But the amount of crying involved in my life is highly increasing.
My collegues collected money and wrote a card for the collegue who got a baby girl this month. They don't even asked me or mentioned that fact so I didn't sign the card nor did I give money due to my non-knowledge. I'm so very disappointed. So, I decided to give him my own card and present for the birth of his baby. I'm still thinking about what I'll give. Maybe I'll knit something or just give a coupon. Haven't decided yet.
I'm bathing in self-pity right now.
Not good.
Sonja, the collegue who works with me in the office is ill today. So I'm alone here in the office.
PT called twice yesterday but I didn't answer the calls. I don't feel to talk with him. I'm not feeling to talk with anyone.
1:09 pm - October 25, 2011
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