I'm so very glad that it's Friday and my last minutes at work.
I think I'll head to the Westpark right after work to enjoy the last sunny hours of the weekend as they say rain from tomorrow afternoon until Monday evening.
I guess it's ok, as nature needs it urgently.
I plan on doing some sports today. Maybe running some easy k's. I'll go to the congregation tomorrow. At least that's my plan. It won't get easier the longer I stay away from people. Especially of people that care about me. I get calls of them or textmessages with invitations and caring about my well-being. Those people really like me, but I don't want their attention. It's hard for me to be in the middle of all of that. All I want is peace for my body and mind. Especially for my mind.
I know that I should be glad that I'm surounded by people who really like me.
I'm not thankful at all for this and that makes me a bad person I guess.
Ordered a new rain jacket. Maybe it will come today. It's pink and lilac
My old rain jackets are leaking a lot and I need to get to work with dry clothes.
At the moment I wouldn't want nothing more than to cry, endlessly.
I'll go now and try not to cry and enjoy the park
1:09 pm - September 16, 2011
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