Found some hints on the internet about my psychologic situation. I guess I'm possibly a person with the Aspergers Syndrome. If you don't know what that is, it's easy to look up on Wikipedia.
More than two thirds of the symptoms are true for me. I always felt strange among other people, I always try to fit in with watching people around me very intense to copy their behaviours. I'm not like the people around me, I just act like them. I don't know what to do with this insight into my personality. It doesn't change who I am and what I do. I just makes everything more clear.
Yesterdays race went well with swimming and cycling but running was like hell for me as the sun came out and it was very hot and dampy and I wasn't able to perform in a normal way. So my running time was 20 min slower than normal. Ruined my overall time a lot. But it is how it is and I can be satisfied that I at least was able to finish.
So, no training schedules for the next two months.
Let's see how I'll make it through those months without routine.
10:55 am - September 05, 2011
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