Last night was one of the most horrible for a long time.
Couldn't sleep and cried endlessly.
If I would have had something to kill me easily without pain, I wouldn't sit here writing.
Still thinking about that option.
Maybe I need help, urgently.
Don't know what leaves me so hopeless.
I just feel such a huge pain and anger on the inside.
I want that to end.
1:10 pm - May 10, 2011
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