Slept without any rememberance of an awful dream last night.
What a relieve.
I'm afraid of the coming race.
I don't want to be at work.
I don't know where I want to be, but not at work at all.
I want to run away.
I'm bored.
Why do all the people araound me have so much to do, but I'm done with mine in an instant?
Am I too quick?
Or am I simply lazy?
I take each work that I can get my hands on.
No matter how silly or boring it is.
I'm not able to work as lame as the others.
Sometimes I want to get all their work and do it with my speed.
I'm so very impatient.
Maybe I'm a bit too pragmatically.
I love stucture and a plan how to do things the easiest way.
I'm absolutely no small talker.
People/Clients don't want to read a book when it comes to advices to take their medicine.
There's a need to come to the result and conclusion at once.
I love to speak to our customers. Mostly it's old people who want to talk about their illnesses and aches.
Never thought that I like this kind of work, when I started here.
But nevertheless - I'm bored - nearly always.
It's so hard to just act like you are doing something.
I have a bad concious, as I think I get my money for doing nearly nothing.
When my collegue is off work I can handle her work and mine pretty easily.
But she is absolutely behind everything.
It takes her weeks sometimes, to answer on a simple request.
10:59 am - February 09, 2011
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