Only 2 more days of training. Then I'm free! At least it feels like that. Got caged by myself - by my ambitions.
Next Saturday is going to be fun, even if the lake temps are still pretty low. I really count on the fact that they won't go below 15�C (59�F) Weather won't be too good either. Nevertheless, I'll have some fun out there - I promised to myself. It's only swimming...
Decisions have to be made. I don't know, if they are the right ones. Last week I applied for a job in Switzerland. Is that the right thing? I'd love to stay in Munich. It would hurt like hell to leave. But I guees, there's no happy future for me here in Munich. So, I'll try to leave again and again until I get a job somewhere else in the world. I'm free to leave whereever I want to go. No kids, no husband, no boyfriend. And friends - well they can be replaced - or maybe not. There's noone I'm going to miss very much, except that one person and this person is the reason I want to leave.
Always the same theme here with me. I'm boring, I know, but that's the thing that's bothering me most, so I'll write about it over and over again.
I'm really curious, what the future brings.
There MUST be a happy ending!
I trust in YOU!
1:24 pm - September 14, 2010
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