My sleep isn't very good lately. The last months I guess I don't have more than 4h or 5h in average per night. It's full moon at the moment. Very nice to see my room and everything in blue-black light. There's always a bit of noise outside. My windows or wide open at night. I can hear cars and sirens. Sometimes a person is talking outside. Once there was a drunken person passing by, singing very loud. Then I can here the wind in the trees outside. There are very few windows with light at night. That makes me feel even more detached. I'm thinking about what people dream of, what people do at night, when they can't sleep. My neighbor is watching TV a lot at night. I guess it's one of his sons who has still school holidays until mid of September.
I look out of the window which looks west. I can always watch the sun go down mostly pretty spectacular. That's the direction where PT lives. Air-line distance maybe 1km. But I can't see his house or the street he lives in. I often wonder what he's doing currently when I stand there at my dormer window looking in direction of his home.
At the moment I sit at my desk at work. Listining to the wind in the trees and my collegues speaking on the phone to some clients in the office next to mine.
My door is open and so is my window. I could jump outside easily. The window looks right into the park-like garden of my boss. Is he aware of what a fantastic garden he has? He never uses it. Never seen him walk in it. Only the gardener or other workers.
It's boring and I look forward to the end of my work day. 2h to go.
3:20 pm - August 24, 2010
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