Again, Anita canceled our appointment. Last week and today again. I don't want to make any appointments at all with her ever again. I know before, that she'll either postpone or cancel it. I'm so sick of this! How can a person be so undependable? I know, I'm German, and all germans have a faible for steadyness and dependability. But I'm also a flexible person, when it comes to appointments, but not all the time. She's greek, I'm german. Maybe, that's the reason. But it doesn't change the fact, that I'm totally pissed.
It's raining in a row since last night. Got pretty wet on my way to work by bike. It seems that I'll get wet on my way back as well.
Called in sick yesterday. I'm so very depressed. It didn't get better overnight, but I went today nevertheless.
I hate, hate, hate my work!
I get agressive, even if I think of my collegues and the work I need to do.
Maybe it's just my depression that makes me agressive and act like that against job and Anita and nearly everyone.
I really hope that I'll get this under control - soon!
Dreamed of an asian man, I don't know at all. It was kind of intense. I don't know any asian men.
Just one week until the race in Wiesbaden.
I'm so afraid. My oh my!
2:32 pm - August 06, 2010
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