This evening I'm feeling very lonely.
I was together with Anita the whole day. I don't miss her but someone else. Someone I can really bare for a longer time. I have to admit that I am not able to be together with most people for more then a few hours. 1 or 2 hours. That's enough most times. That's also with Anita, even if she's one of the women I like most. I am unfriendly, staightforward. Too straightforward for most peoples taste, especially americans but even for germans, who are known for their "rudeness".
I hate it, if people ask me several times the same thing, as they can't believe my first straight answer. How I hate that! I get pretty pissed by that. I don't lie. Nearly never. I'm just straightforward and short with someone that's it. People who know me, know that fact. Anita should know. And she also knows that I hate it when people touch me. She does that pretty often. She gives me nudges nearly each time she wants to speak to me. THAT makes me furious! Only God knows how much I battled against my agression to yell at her as she knew how much I hate it. I just wanted to run away. I didn't.
I will NEVER EVER go with her anywhere for more than an hour!
Warning!
More rants:
- she's looks so much on the outside things on people
- she's so very vain
- she expects pretty much and doesn't apply Mat 7:12: �All things, therefore, that YOU want men to do to YOU, YOU also must likewise do to them;..."
- I am so very impatient, I feel sorry for people who need to be together with me
8:51 pm - July 18, 2010
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