Still beautiful weather. No end of it in sight.
I love the smells of the summer. Linden-trees are blooming. That is the most gorgeous smell ever! Everything is more intense in smells at this time of the year, I think.
I'm pretty tired as I slept so bad last night. Had weird dreams of a person I barely know.
Wished I would dream of something nice again.
Summer stretches out in front of me in endless weeks without a little pause of work or any other little break. I have to admit that I nearly fight with myself each morning to skip work and call in sick. But until know that dog never won. Good for my bosses. But is it good for me?
Haven't heard anything of my job application.
I'll change my personal trainer again at the end of this season in September. I think about going back to PT. He still trains me in swimming. But the rest is managed by Christoph. I'm not as satisfied with him as I was with PT.
Barbara called me yesterday. Haven't answered any of her calls for months now. She's not very well at the moment. She's searching for a new job and a new appartment. Not easy. I guess she feels pretty lonely. But I don't feel the urge to help her. I'm a very bad friend, I know. Things have changed in my heart. We aren't close anymore as we used to be. At least I feel like that. She didn't say a word about the fact that I haven't answered her calls.
I#ll be glad when the World cup in soccer will be over. I hate the Vuvuzela-sound on the streets and the car convoys with drunken and bawling fans and everything else around soccer. Soccer is such a "redneck-game". But I guess there would be more wars in the world if there won't be soccer...
I'll go now. Need coffee!
1:55 pm - June 30, 2010
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