Canceled my house-warming-party.
I don't feel like having a party at all.
The weather is so wonderful. And they say that it'll stay like this all week.
Tonight after work I'll go to my old apartment and finish painting. I only have finished my old sleeping room so far as I was running out of paint. But I want to get this thing done finally. I want to get rid of the thoughts and emotions that still hang in that place.
I want to get rid of so many thoughts and feelings, but they don't go on a voluntarily base. I think about how I could get rid of them. I'd like to take a knife and cut them out!
All I want is rest.
Rest in my heart and mind.
note to myself: get a plant of Aconitum napellus
1:04 pm - August 17, 2009
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