I feel lonely but I don't want to have anyone here.
The TV is running but I don't watch.
I'm wondering why I still can receive the programs as I canceled the cable long ago and they said it would end in the beginning of this month.
TV is running just to hear voices, so I don't feel that lonely. It doesn't help. It just makes me feel more lonely.
I'm tired.
Did a lot of cycling today. Drove to Austria to explore the cycling route for next weekends competition. It rained this morning and I felt lost and everything was grey and wet and the street was full of vehicles covering me with dirty water from the streets.
Cycled for 3 hours and it took 6 hours to drive there and back. (a friend picked me up and I came back by train)
No swim training today as PT canceled it and I don't feel to cycle to the olympic stadium and swim there all alone.
Sometimes I wish that I would have someone who trains with me. There's just swimming where there are people with me. Noone cycling, noone running. Only the monthly personal training hour with PT where I'm not alone.
I'll go swimming tomorrow.
7:54 pm - June 12, 2009
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