Tonight is full moon.
It's cloudy and rainy and cold. So you can't see the moon. But I can't sleep.
So I drank valerian-tea and hope that it will work for me to have a good nights sleep. I need it as I want to be super-fit tomorrow morning for my swim in the lake.
The sound from outside with the rain drops on the ground and the wind in the leaves of the trees ar soothing me.
I had coffee with PT this afternoon again and then we picked up our documents for the start tomorrow. Our number is 407. I hope that it will be a lucky number. I know that we will be one of the best groups in relay. I count with a place under the first three with a time over all under 2h.
Thoughts in my head are thick and tough. Too heavy to spill out. So I just do the superficial outer things and watch at the inside, at my thoughts how they twine around getting darker and darker.
I feel so ludicrously.
Tomorrow evening I have a date and I'm forcing myself going to enjoy that very much. I already had several dates with him, so I know how it will be with him. Very Good.
10:08 pm - June 06, 2009
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