I wished I could express my feelings better. It's so hard to find words especially when it's not my mother language.
Sometimes I think that PT wants more than just to be the person providing a service and client. He suggests to meet for coffee and dinner or so. Today he invited me to his home. He has a beautiful appartment. It's in the attic all open with high ceilings and everything is clear and light with a lot of windows and a big balcony.
Then we drove out to the the Pilsen lake near Starnberg and had our neo-training there. I swam 1000m in 14min30sec. That is pretty fast I think. Swimming with a neoprensuit (for triathlon) is easier then with just a normal swimsuit as the skin of the neo has some buoyant force and less resistence in water. It makes you a lot faster.
Afterwards we drove back to his home and he suggests to meet in a caf� before swim training tonight.
So, what should I think about that?
I absolutely don't want to be doomed in false hopes. In things I think wouldn't work out and maybe be short-lived.
I'll enjoy the time with him which is given to me. Everything else would be too much for what I want and need right now.
Tarot card for today: Lust
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Off for coffee with PT
2:51 pm - June 01, 2009
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