I could have done better... 1500m in 23:15
It's not the worst, but if I remember I already swam that distance in 17:58 'sigh' Good times are gone.
PT ran his 5k in 16:19. That is pretty good.
Tomorrow is sports free. Don't know what I will do with all that free time ;) No plans yet.
J. was here a few minutes agao. He picked up some clothes he still had here in my appartment.
I said to him that I don't want to be together with him. He seemed to be very disappointed, but I can't force anything I don't feel. I don't want to pretend where nothing is. And the sex wasn't that good that I need it again. I was bored. (I guess I mentioned that before)
It seems harsh, but what can I do? I have to do so many things in my life I don't like, eg work, so I don't need to deal with unliked things in my precious free time.
We might go for trips into the mountains or for climbing but I don't know if he will call me ever again. He said he will, but I don't believe.
He's a good man, but I don't feel what he feels for me. I feel sorry but somehow relieved.
9:58 pm - May 27, 2009
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