Called in sick today. I need rest. Rest from the world of needless work. There's not that much to do at work. Just stupid tables and statistics, which don't really matter. Clients will be forwarded to my collegues. There are never that much clients who call and need advice or information on the products I'm in charge for.
Went to the doctor and she wrote me ill for 3 days. So am officially allowed to stay at home until Thursday. I have a sore throat feel sick and have heavy headaches. Thank God that I have a free day without sports too.
Grey day today. Weather and Myself. Everything's grey.
Have you ever been to the VOID?
It's grey there too but it's some kind of powerful grey. They don't need colors they just are and everything is so filled with strong and everlasting energy. I sometimes wish to get there and getting lost in all that greyness. To float and just be energy without feelings and without pain and without needs.
I'm so often asking myself what my real sense in life is. Why am I here? Sometimes I think I am able to catch a little spark of that sense but then again it's gone and I'm left empty.
12:59 - March 02, 2009
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